It has been a long time since I told you all about my dreams and nightmares. It has been so long since the last time I saw you walking out from Church as you were talking to your best friend.
The truth is that I can't stop thinking about the last e-mail you sent me while I was in the U.S; neither about that time up in the mountains when you hold my hand while I was desperately crying just to make me smile . . .
What hurts me in the most is that I see you every day and you are always around me, but I can't talk to you and you can't talk to me. I spent long minutes looking at you thinking about the times we laughed, and about our long and incredible talks - I can't deny that I am still able to recall that time when we were looking at the city lights while we were listening to "Stuck in a moment" by U2.
Last year you safe me from my malnutrition problem and you carried me to a place I thought I would never meet. You don't know how much you mean to me, actually you are "something" I appreciate so much . . just because you, unconscious about it, led me to God's grace.
I owned you an important part of myself . . You do know everything about me - With a look into my eyes you discover how am I and what I am thinking about . .
And all that times you asked me to go out to have our monthly friends talk and you did nothing else than giving me advices and instructions. But those times you told me all about YOU were unique, and they will be kept in my inside forever.
I thought I was over you because I lost you as my friend 3 months ago . . I thought that I didn't care anymore.
But I realized that I miss you, and I remembered you every hour of every day of every month.
I need you because you know all about me.
I need you to safe me once more.
I simply NEED YOU, as I have always needed you.
