Sometimes I really don't know the right way to say all those feeling that are I keep inside of me; there are so many occasions that I would love just to feel free enough to tell everyone what is the truth about me, about every single thing that make up my world. But after all that thinking I come to realize that there is ONE person that is not only beside me but also he is inside of my mind. A person that knows all the little details about my life and my personality; he knows which are my joys and my deepest fears as well as everything about my moods. It is like I truly feel that this person means the world to me just because I can trust on him in the good and bad moment; I know that he is always taking care of my thoughts are feelings. He listens to my plague, thankfulness and orders. I stopped feeling lonely since the moment I discovered him just because I know that he is aside my road holding my hand every single minute of my life. Usually I feel so tired and willing to give up my projects, my problems and all the persons that I love because I am feeling weak and exhausted of fighting for my own, my family and friends. I just want to lay on bed and cry all night long but afterwards I realize that it is not only myself facing the darkness but also THAT person who is beside me and I start feeling love and full of strength to keep on walking and living. Simply that person is Jesus.
2 comments:
Piru, I love your first entry! It's so touching! It reminds me of the story of a man talking to him and saying: "As I see my life, I find your company all along. But when I was having the worst times, I only see one set of tracks on the sand. Why did you abandon me when I most needed you?!" Then Jesus replied: "Why my son, I never left you alone. The single tracks you see on the sand when you went through your worst are mine, as I was holding you through the hard times." I don't remember where this story comes from or whether it went exactly as I told it, but the essence is there! Very much like you feel about it.
On a different more 'worldly' note, I just want to congratulate you for taking the initiative and starting your blog already! I think I'll really enjoy this.
Para Merry Pitutina:
La ciudad de Merry Poppins está regalando vida
y derramó helado en todas las puertas,
en el campo que la rodea.
El latido de los niños ha cruzado el continente
y está acechando tu cuarto, quiere dormir en tu cama.
Mi Merry Pitutina, mis mayores deseos de que Dios nos haga mas niños!
Te Adoro... Nacho.
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